This post is part of Nopy’s series, My History With Anime. I also reached 230,000 views some time ago, so let’s consider this a commemoration post as well.
A friend of mine, a fellow geek who isn’t interested in anime, recently asked me an interesting question: What’s the difference between him and me? That is, what makes an anime fan– not just somebody who occasionally reads Naruto and has seen Afro Samurai, but the kind of devotion that results in attending anime conventions every year, buying premium media and goods, writing about anime online (on blogs, forums, Twitter, what-have-you) and keeping up with its latest trends?
Is there some grand unified theory for the fans we become? When we tell history, it’s very tempting to say, “When you take into account factors X, Y and Z, such-and-such was bound to happen.” But I want to avoid inevitability-in-retrospect.
For example: I fit many aspects of a love-shy person. My mother still recalls with joy what a calm and quiet baby I was. Lately, she also complains that I don’t have a girlfriend because I’m too withdrawn and cold to the ladies. It hurts (I love you, mom), but I won’t deny it. I also never liked playing with other boys, and always preferred to be alone or with the company of just one friend.
Was I destined to become a geek? Well, I’d say it was certainly in the cards. Was I destined to become an anime geek? Not necessarily! So what happened?
There’s an interesting, if somewhat dry article called “Complex Contagions and the Weakness of Long Ties” (PDF). Basically, what it says is that there are strong/short ties (e.g. immediate family, close friends), and weak/long ties (e.g. Facebook friends). Long ties are good for spreading simple contagions, like information and disease (hence “viral marketing”). But complex contagions that require confirmation from multiple sources, like political and artistic movements, also need shorter ties as they become more difficult to maintain.
I look back on my history as a fan, and I see a whole lot of shows that left their mark: Sailor Moon and Tenchi Muyo in Love (rented from that old dinosaur, Blockbuster) got me started, Evangelion, Video Girl Ai and Love Hina rekindled my interest as a teenager, Midori Days introduced me to the concept of keeping up with seasons, R.O.D. the TV Series introduced me to BitTorrent, Kotoko in Please Teacher! and the Indigo in Ai Yori Aoshi turned me on to newer anisongs. And on and on and on.

I purchased all the ROD TV Series DVDs as they came out, and they were worth every dime. The retouched animation is a-MAY-zing!
It seems to me that anime fandom is a complex contagion, but not an especially difficult one. That is, you need confirmation to keep going the way you do, but you don’t need terribly much. Before Japan, I always had a short tie: Some close friend or two who was really into anime, and who would encourage me to be really into anime as well. Now, as an ani-blogger and a compulsive Twitter-checker, I have a whole lot of long ties to anime. And that’s working out better than ever.
So, what is an otaku? Why am I one, while someone else just as geeky is not? Basically, it’s all with a little help from my friends. Thanks guys.


March 4, 2011 at 9:37 am
Congratulations on your milestone.
Back when I started blogging I followed a similar trend and did my own post — most of which still holds even after the rethinking prompted by what you wrote here, and the time since I wrote it.
The Making of an Otaku: Ten Shows That (De)cultured This Specimen
I should warn readers though that I was far less informed back then about the very concept of the otaku itself, and I submit it here to participate in the sharing and remembering love.
March 4, 2011 at 10:16 am
Holy moly, you write differently these days.
Interesting list, particularly that Ghibli film. I’ve never even heard of it, but it looks great.
March 4, 2011 at 11:31 am
Hehe that first paragraph gave me a headache when I re-read it. I do recommend Ocean Waves (as it’s known internationally) — it’s my second favorite anime film (after Summer Wars LOL).
I think it’s right up your alley too.
March 4, 2011 at 7:40 pm
And my reaction to GL’s post done on the same day~
http://myswordisunbelievablydull.wordpress.com/2008/11/04/roadmap-to-my-anime-fandom/
March 5, 2011 at 3:07 pm
Hmmm. It’s interesting how we intersect in some ways (I remember renting Ninja Scroll once upon a time, myself), but then you say Haruhi was your first exposure to subs/digital/streaming, and somehow that changes things JUST a touch. It goes back to the “historical phases” of fandom that people sometimes try to pin down.
March 4, 2011 at 9:39 am
Nice story, unlike you I never had any friend who was into anime so it has been a personal secret hobby for me. I know people that are a bit into anime but I don’t consider talking to them about anime because I think they are not enough hardcore otaku. Anyway, I’d like to read more about shows you enjoyed even if they are a bit old.
March 4, 2011 at 10:17 am
Sure, I’ll get on that! Always happy to recommend the things I like. Welcome, by the way!
March 4, 2011 at 9:42 am
You’re welcome.
March 4, 2011 at 10:18 am
Says the mastermind of the ultimate long-tie/short-tie mixer-upper.
March 4, 2011 at 11:45 am
I wish i had a close-tie who was really into anime. I’m all alone
haha. I got into it through a few friends but while my interest grew exponentially, their’s declined. All of a sudden it was just me. Even my mates that have a vague appreciation of anime quickly grow tired of me wafting on about shows they will probably never see… oh well, glad i blog
I’m liking these posts. I can feel the nostalgia rising up in me ^^
March 4, 2011 at 12:03 pm
I see this a lot in communities where anime-fan-friendship is discussed. Most of us are just long tie people.
I’m glad you blog, too.
Thanks for reading!
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March 4, 2011 at 5:59 pm
I enjoyed this post and see some similarities between us in terms of character but not necessarily the ties.
As far as anime went I was in a boat by myself. I would watch Vampire Princess Miyu and my friends watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I tried to get them interested but no, they didn’t bother watching it.
Anyway, always a pleasure to read your posts.
March 5, 2011 at 3:08 pm
Buffy’s not so bad. Not my cup of tea at all, but not bad.
Thanks for reading, and welcome! I’ll be checking out your blog too, if you don’t mind.
March 4, 2011 at 8:19 pm
Great post! As you know, I would share my history with anime if I didn’t already write that anime autobiography series in 2009 =P
If I were to answer your friend’s question, I would probably start with the fact that I’m a fan of animation in general and enjoy looking at it more than live-action because of something I can’t explain in me that finds it more aesthetically appealing XD From there I could just go on with everything we love about anime that other forms of media don’t have…
Hmm, looks like we have similarities in the fact that I’m also love-shy and prefer to be alone or in the company of just one or two friends.
And nice to know someone else who got their start with anime through Sailor Moon =) Too bad you missed out on Pokemon though. It still amazes how such a variety of bloggers and other people I meet online like it despite the fact that they seem to have different tastes in others things.
March 5, 2011 at 3:10 pm
Sailor Moon also happened to dovetail with the day that I got a 56K internet connection.
Ah, those were the days…
I suspect many of us have dismal love lives. Not even in a “how sad, pity us” way, but just– well, would we even be here if we had more active lives in that sense? Is what I wonder.
March 5, 2011 at 5:14 am
Kotoko and the I’ve Sound group in general was also what got me hooked on anisongs. My favourite song is Chi ni Kaeru http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfuHSiCrbNU
I didn’t have any friends who I would consider anime fans when I was young. There was one guy in my class that was a fan, but he was sort of an outcast because he got our teacher fired for showing Barefoot Gen.
It was actually my cousins that got me into anime. I already loved Sailor Moon, and they just pushed me in this direction by showing me some VHS tapes of other anime. Since then I’ve basically been immersing myself in the medium alone. Some of my friends from high school did watch anime, but only casually. I guess that’s why I turned to blogging, to meet more people with a greater interest in anime.
March 5, 2011 at 3:12 pm
Hi, welcome! Very glad to meet you, and sorry for not following the normal format for your theme.
That teacher firing story sounds like quite the debacle. I’d like to hear more about it, if you’re at liberty.
March 5, 2011 at 9:19 am
I actually liked the song Shooting Star…
before I met ‘Being’ which also sang by KOTOKO.
Anyways, 2 years ago… My brother started buying anime DVDs and when I lied what he bought, I also get sucked i to the crazy world of anime…
I really not want to blog much, but I prefer reading much to pick up more information.
And Commenting to interact and to clarify some things that bothers me.
March 5, 2011 at 3:19 pm
I can relate. My brother and I are very different people, but we can at least watch anime together. I’d say we became fans together, too.
Thank you for reading! I’m always glad to have your input.
March 5, 2011 at 3:57 pm
I was aware of anime to some extent from a very young age. G-Force, Voltron, Speed Racer, Astroboy, Robotech, Star Blazers, Transformers and The Yearling (probably others too) were all there for me in the early 80s. I didn’t know they were Japanese so much as I knew they were better than most of the other cartoons of the time.
It wasn’t until the 90s that I got a little hardcore with it. I went to university and met someone who went to an anime club that had just started up with a decent fansub collection (this was before the big anime video boom in the west). I’ve never really looked back since.
Of course, I was pretty much always a geek. I’ve read fantasy and sci-fi novels and played computer games ever since I was quite young (The librarians at my primary school tended to think I was reading above my age, but I’d read all the easy stuff!). I got into marvel comic books in about ’88 and pen’n'paper RPGs in in the early 90s.
Yes, it’s been cool to share some of these interests with family members, but I’ve never really let what others like define my own interests. I’m pretty sure I’d be into anime regardless.
March 6, 2011 at 5:46 am
Oh, sure, being independently minded is good. I’m no fan of blind devotion.
Just saying that as fans constructing our fan histories, I think it might be less about shows and more about the other fans we’ve met in our time.
Thanks for reading!
March 5, 2011 at 6:14 pm
It always helps to have people who tie you to anime and make sure you stay interested, especially when you’re in the earliest stages of becoming an otaku.
I feel like I’ve always been pretty lucky–I had my first anime-loving friend in 4th grade, and entire group of them in 6th grade, and I’ve been maintaining groups of them since. Barely anyone I talk to these days ISN’T interested in anime.
March 6, 2011 at 5:40 am
I like having a few friends who really just aren’t. Keeps me on my toes.
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March 6, 2011 at 5:32 am
R.O.D. the TV was probably the first series that I bought volume-by-volume as it came out. You did this after torrenting the series?
I’ve got that same DVD in the closet but haven’t watched it in a while. Such a colorful and action-packed series, definitely not without its flaws, but absolutely instrumental in getting me deeper into anime.
March 6, 2011 at 5:47 am
Yes, I did! Every show I mentioned above (except Sailor Moon) I purchased at one time or another. Nowadays I do it less, but I still cherish those DVDs. It was also the first show I bought in its entirety.
Welcome!
March 7, 2011 at 3:11 pm
I’ve been thinking about the other angle of this post for a bit and watching my own personal interactions, and strangely I find that I actually discuss anime more eagerly online than in real life.
Now, part of the reason is that my Japanese pronunciation falls so far from correct, but I also think that I’m just used to the long-form asynchronous dialog that is endemic to the internet. Sure, it’s rewarding to make a joke and know that the person follows your obscure reference, but for me, long form discussion or twitter seem to be more comfortable media.
Maybe because I predominantly like comedy shows and they tend to speak for themselves. I suppose if I was watching things that involved more in-depth discussion I would seek out constant contact with other fans in real life. I dunno. I’ve gone around in a circle a bit, but, for me, those long ties are what keep me in anime. And boy howdy are they powerful.
March 10, 2011 at 10:16 am
You know, aniblog veteran Ghostlightning wrote a wonderful poem about just this subject:
http://postlightning.tumblr.com/post/1643248896/speaking-into-the-voip
Enjoy.
March 8, 2011 at 10:25 pm
Interesting read. The internet is the main factor keeping me connected to the medium. Most of my friends have a small interest in anime,so conversations can be somewhat one-sided or short as their taste/enjoyment of anime in general is different than mine.
March 10, 2011 at 10:17 am
You know, there’s that little complication too– that just because two people like “anime” doesn’t mean they’re going to be able to hold a decent conversation if one is a die-hard Gundam fan and the other knows everything about Rose of Versailles.
But we try.
Thanks for reading, and welcome!
March 9, 2011 at 9:07 am
Ah, the otaku…to start it off, I think I’ve dropped off into the casual anime fan area. I used to be an avid fan–anime was my after-school activity, or more like my life–but recently I’ve all but lost interest in the medium I once fell in love with. It’s not to say that I don’t still love anime–I’m still in love with ARIA and my favorite series–but the recent shows and seasons just don’t capture me as they used to before. (I guess it’s also circumstance too. My social life basically became more entertaining and worth it than anime.)
But anyway, back to the topic: why do we become hardcore in the first place, and are we destined to become one? I think destiny’s a bit of a stretch. I mean, yes–certain people like certain things, and it might be partially innate. But at the same time, it’s more about the environment. Had I grew up in an area where there was little to no exposure to anime and where sports or other extra-curriculars prevented me from doing so, I probably wouldn’t have liked anime in the first place.
For me, it was never about the friend aspect to it. It was always a solitary activity. It was only after blogging that I truly made watching anime a sort of “social activity,” if you will. But like I described, I’ve stopped blogging due to the lack of time and the re-organization of priorities, as well as actually watching anything–and along with it disappeared most, if not all, interaction with any other anibloggers. (Hell, I’ve stopped following any aniblog; I’ve only picked this one up recently.)
Alas, maybe I’ll find my passion for anime again someday…
March 10, 2011 at 10:34 am
Ah, there’s the rub… People in the fandom still lose interest and drop out, no matter how many long or short connections they have to it. I can’t really account for that, but I will say that a person who pursues fandom to the exclusion of social life will probably drop it sooner than others.
A social life seems inevitable for most people, even if we have to trip and fall backwards into it.
It’s just a question of whether that social life will strengthen one’s fandom, or weaken it.
For what it’s worth, I hope you find your passion again. And I’m glad that you’ve picked me up again, of course.
March 14, 2011 at 3:17 pm
Seems like all I have nowadays for anime are long ties… I suppose that’s fine too.
p.s. Congratulations on 230,000 views. You’ve really built a large lovely readership here. ^ ^
May 15, 2011 at 11:58 am
It’s quite interesting the shy person concept related to anime fan. also congratulations about all the view (even I I just found this blog today)